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hi it's been a long while. i coudnt even remember my last post... actually im not the type of person to write anything online but suddenly i have the mood to do so. currently listening to gnash - i hate u, i love u... my mood kind of swing right now... dont know why... always feel like this... since i dont have any topic to talk about maybe i will write about inferiority... i have this feeling of feeling jealous whenever i see anyone with pretty face, flawless skin and slim body. recently i know this one band named "insomniacks"... their vocalist named Iqie... i dont know why but i have this one feeling everytime i see him... everytime i look at his pic or watching their videos, i cant stand  to look for a long time. am i feeling jealous? i dont know how people can actually get really pretty... have themselves a handsome boyfriend, a pretty girlfriend... how can they actually develop feelings towards each other... its weird to think of... im sure there must be a reason why i dont have boyfriend and stuff but what... i feel really jealous... always posting about their partners... maybe i should just focus on my studies... even my crush is focusing in his studies... maybe you dont know about my crush because i didnt really tell anyone about it... maybe i will write about it in next post... as for now thats it... bye...